Friends

I have found, for whatever reason, that I really do not like people. Because of this I have had the same 5 friends for over 10 years now. I believe in quality, not quantity especially when it comes to friends and people I choose to share my life with. The problem now is that we are literally spread from one end of this country to the other. My very best friend is in Washington state and recently married. I've got one 2 in different coast of FL, one in TX, and one in NC. I find it difficut to meet new people, as I am typically a reserved person. I have been told that I come off as snotty, and even (pardon my mouth) as a cold bitch. It is not intentional, and maybe I am a bitch. It is what it is. I'm up and down - if you catch me on a good day it could be possible that we'll become friends. If you catch me on a bad day - its probably best that you don't even talk to me. I usually say things I regret come the next day. Many people have told me (family included) that I have an attitude problem. I like to think of it as a problem with people who are stupid and incompetent. 6 of one, half a dozen of the other, right? So back to the real problem :) I miss having my friends with me. The ones that know me best and still love me (attitude and all). I am hoping that soon we will all be able to get together!