Just when I thought......

It seems to me that when I think things are finally starting to get organized and going right something happens to throw me off kilter (is that spelled right?) I lost my job last thursday and I believe it had something to do with an insecure, and in my opinion, ugly (inside and out) woman. She insisted that I was flirting with her husband. In the whole two months I worked there I think I only spoke to him for a total of an hour. It it what it though, I am trying to look at it as an opportunity to find something better. Now I'm back to square one, but with a more positive outlook this time. Hoping that I'll be able to find something that works with the daycare hours (which is extremely difficult!).

Holding Steady....or at least trying

Today has been an especially trying day for me. It started out as an unusually good day, but quickly turned into a really bad day. This is my fourth term at Kaplan, but last term I had a lot of personal issues to deal with and I ended up failing (miserably I might add) both my classes. I found out today when I went to log into my seminar for human diseases and conditions that I am enrolled in the same courses I failed last term. Just wasnt expecting that. I am now faced with having no job again (I found out today that I am being replaced). It always seems as if once things start to go good, something happens to knock me back a few steps. Not quite sure I'm ever going to get used to this feeling of being overwhelmed and scared and frankly - pissed off - all the time. I know that I am a lucky woman, I have a man that loves me and the greatest children anyone could ask for (most days). I would just like, on occasion for the path i'm walking to be a little less bumpy and a little straighter, and not so many mountains to climb. I've decided that for my piece of mind I'm just going to let it go and put it into God's hands because evidently the way I've been doing it lately isn't working. Good luck to all my fellow students.