Still trying to fix my mistakes!!!!!

Although I just posted a blog an hour ago I'm posting another one. Still trying to play catch up and hoping I'm going to win. Here I sit thinking of ways to make extra hours in the day. If you have any ideas, please do not hesitate to tell me - I can use all the help I can get :) The saying that the Lord doesn't give you things that you can't handle is blowing my mind at the moment. The omnipotent being above must think I'm made of stone cause he's loaded enough on my shoulders to crumble a mountain. I try to keep a postive outlook, but lately it's been difficult. I count my blessings that I found a place to live, and my children are healthy, safe, and happy. I also thank God that I now have 3 more chilren to love. I have a good man who wants to help me better myself and loves me for me. Sometimes though it seems the price may be too high to pay for those blessings. 5 children (and sometimes it seems like 6) a new job which takes up the bulk of my time during the week, school work which I'm behind on, daily household duties, the responsibilities that come along with living on my own now: its a little overwhelming. Nothing worth while comes easy though, and I know that things will turn out the way there supposed to!